Here's to 32!
Photo by Isabella Fischer on Unsplash Hi all, So I am writing this on my 32nd birthday. No one really speaks openly about birthday depression or the birthday blues. Every year on the run up to my birthday I have this huge pang of dread. All I want to do is cry and isolate myself away from the world. To sleep the day away. Then I feel super selfish and guilty towards my loved ones as they always go out of their way to make it special. I am very lucky to have a small yet supportive and loving group of people around me. I suppose I always envisioned my life differently growing up. I thought by 32 I would have a stable relationship/married, a home of my own, a career that I loved, and children. Yet I am a 32 year old, single, childless, still living at home, and no idea what I should be doing with my life. I have no issue with aging as this is just a natural process of living. When it comes to other peoples birthdays I absolutely love celebrating them and their day. I suppose the re